Under Attack

We are finally all together in Ukraine after the kids and I spent 10 weeks with family and friends. The time was great! We were able to reconnect and make deeper relationship with people who we knew for years, but never really spent time with. We participated in James’, my brother’s, wedding. We had the opportunity to go to the Jones family 4th of July picnic in Oklahoma, which is like a family reunion each year. My siblings and I realized that it had been over 30 years since the last time we all drove together to Oklahoma and about 15 years that we were all together. The time was also filled with surprises. Mairam learned that we are expected our 4th child, due in January. We learned that because of our economic situation we could no longer afford to live in Kiev. We sold what we could to pay our bills. Now it seems like it has gone from bad to worst.
I’m not usually one who says that they are under spiritual attack, but I can’t explain what is going on with us any other way. I can point to an event that happened and ever since that time things has being going down the drain. I was invited with our pastor by a group of young guys from our church in Kiev to meet once a week with them, pray, fast, and seek God for what God wanted from them. Before that, things weren’t great, but it was all durable. Now we feel like all hell has broken out. We can use your prayers.
Today the apartment that we started moving in to has been taken from us. The owner called and said that she sold it. We have until the 15th to be in the one we are currently in. We need to fine a place and it has not been easy. Today we also got word that two of our three cooks are quitting on Monday with no advance warning. Our finances have been attacked. It cost us an extra $600 and 36 hours later for me and the kids to make it to Kiev. Everyone was outrageously tired. I am only started to feel like myself again. But this was money that we did not have to spend. I had a large sum of money taken out of my bank account that was not supposed to be taken out. That cost us bank fees and NSFs and more problems with our creditors. I’m still trying to get it straightened out.
Today was hard. Mairam was in tears asking what next. It took everything in me not to breakdown at the same time. Pray for us. We could really use them.
We have made some hard decisions. We will not raise our children in a state of need. We want them to understand that serving God is not a sentence of poverty. We don’t see it anywhere in scripture where it says that being impoverished is a requirement for serving him. We will wait until the end of October to finish with all our obligations. During this time, we will seek God for guidance. If by that time our financial status has changed, then that means he wants us to stay and serve him here in Ukraine. If things don’t get better, then we will leave the mission field after 10 years of service to God in this country, I will get a job in the States, and we will seek him on what to do next. This is a sad time for us, because our lives our here, but we know that God only has the BEST in store for us, so we will follow him even if it takes us away from our passion.
Pray that are basic needs will be covered: we will be able to keep food on the table and a roof over our heads.
Pray for wisdom, strength, and understanding. We are at a lost for what has been happening. There must be something wonderful at the end of this trial.
Pray we will be able to find money to fly to California (if it comes to that), around $5,000.
Blessings!



